if everything's goin right
如果一切都在驶向正轨
then why does it feel so wrong
为何我还感觉如此失败
i think i'm scared of the light
我想我开始惧怕了光辉
i think i'm scared to go on
我想我也开始惧怕前进
i need some opiates now
此时只需要药物来使我镇痛
i need some sadness to drown me
也更加需要悲伤来让我浸没
i'm not good at bein happy
从来不擅长意会幸福
i'm only good at bein lonely
唯独只擅长感受孤寂
these feelings, they don't feel like me
美好的感受从未关注过我
i'm distant from who i used to be
我也已不再是以往的自我
i'm glad that i changed, i am
庆幸自己已经变为现在的自我
but i dont think i'll stay as i am
但不感到还能保持这样的自我
i don't want love i want drugs
我不再追求爱慕而是沉迷于药物
i don't want love i want drugs
我不再追求真心而是耽溺于毒品
stop fuckin bein so nice
停下让自己变得更好吧
i don't deserve this
我不值得这一切的恩赐
please let me just die
请赐我一死
i don't want love i want drugs
我不再追求爱慕而是沉迷于药物
i don't want love i want drugs...
我不再追求真心而是耽溺于毒品……